Had the strangest dream last night!
Dreamed I was married to a totally stranger someone else. Tall, chubby and Chinese but have no idea who he is. I was told he works for the school in a search lab and we were married not that long ago. Someone made the comment saying "he is not divorced or anything" so it might be that it's my second marriage? It feel crazy to be told to be married to someone I have absolutely no knowledge about. And every word that person said just becomes very personally disturbing when it's not right. So the conversation was more like "let's get on to having kid(s)!" My mom was somehow a younger version of her true self and I was in Taiwan. Also because I was staying at a house of our relatives with a large number of my own family for a few weeks, I was told to write a check for 14 some million Taiwan dollar from my dad's account.
Everything seems so real but disturbing. I could still remember a lot o it upon waking up. I keep wondering what if I need to issue the check, how much is it really in HK dollar or US dollars. Who is that guy anyways? Have I seen someone like that in real life? What terrible feeling to be married to the wrong someone. There is just nothing worth to be tied to someone you don't know or care. Really the worst feeling of it all.
So it got me thinking... what if I have to remarry under some circumstance. Would it be better to stay single or I just need to spend more time with that person before making a decision. It's all a bit confusing or maybe more disturbing. Also, I should treat my husband better... in every sense....
